Its been quite a few days since I posted anything. Last some days have been quite frustrating as last some months. Things just seem to get worse and worse everyday, inspite of my best efforts and best intentions. Somebody said that people are the most difficult things to understand, and I can really feel that in the last few days. One thing I have realized is that some times even your good will to help other people doesn't necessarily guarantee the same kind of response.

Life is being just a roller coaster ride now with each day throwing its own curve ball. I feel helpless, not being able to discipline my own emotions. I need to get some things atleast under my control and slowly turn the tide towards good. When you think in the nig scheme of things, how silly all other things look?

This might be the most vague and stupid blog I have posted, but that only shows my state of mind at present, doesn't it?